i don't want to be here, i don't want to mean anything, and i don't want to sound desperate but i know that you don't need me. i've been drinking, i've been in my own head, i must be a thousand miles away, now i don't want to be here, and i don't want to mean anything // i don't want to be here, this party's not what you'd said it'd be, it's just you and your girlfriend. isn't she getting sick of me? i've been standing over your bathroom sink for the better part of an hour now i don't want to be here, and i don't want to mean anything /// i don't want to die but it's hard to get better / i don't want to die, die, die /// i don't want to see you, i know that you called me twice today, but the last time that you saw me, you left me dripping in the doorway, never said sorry, uncovered my angles until i was too sharp to leave. i was a man made lake and then you came, your desert mouth drank all of me /// but i know that i'm not blameless, i know i must have drowned you. there's no use in waiting through inclement weather, i don't want to die but it's hard to get better
credits
from bothersome,
released January 28, 2019
Written by: Adam Hawley
Performed by: Adam Hawley / Allison Wolfe - backing vocals / Jude Ess - backing vocals
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