i'm not sure if heavens there, but all of my past lives made me believe in hell and ghosts. i wanted to be a ghost so badly, i started haunting the hallways to hear what you're saying. what do you mean i'll never change? i never feel the same, i'm always changing my mind. what does it mean to be alive? i can't decide, i'm always wasting my time // inspired by the phoenix i set everything on fire but i don't rise from the ashes i burn, burn, burn. but i wanted to be your light so badly, i just didnt mean like this, i'll just go and get lit. why do you think i never call, and i never come around? it's like i'm wasting my time. what does it mean to be a man? i can't decide, i guess i'll never understand
credits
from bothersome,
released January 28, 2019
Written by: Adam Hawley
Performed by: Adam Hawley / Jude Ess - backing vocals
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