a different version of me showed up to that party, kissed you on the cheek, and took you back to a room where said what i'd do to get you out of those clothes, then we didn't go home alone // a different version of me snuck out while you were sleeping, i was careful not to leave a trace of me in your room so when you woke up i would feel like i memory that i let you keep, and i let you sleep // a different version of me called until you answered but when you finally did i didn't know what to say, so i stumbled through words, through half-assed apologies because i always thought you should apologize to me // a different version of me got drunk and drove home but i didn't have the guts to go out like that. i don't believe in god so i don't know who i'm talking to, i just wish it was you /// when i speak it comes from this part of me, that must have been stuck in the tar in my lungs, or the clots in my blood, come on now, emily, i'm not who i was when you told me you loved me
credits
from bothersome,
released January 28, 2019
Written by: Adam Hawley
Performed by: Adam Hawley / Jude Ess - Lead guitar & bass
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